June 23, 2012

I Am A Warrior!!!!


    First Chemo treatment is done... now only 7 more to go...    I'm doing OK now. Not very sick (just weak and tired) as the medications they give you now are designed to keep you from much nausea. So that is a big goal.  Not always possible but the main idea of less suffering through treatment and more healing even though it is all so very HUGE. HUGE drugs that are so scary.  I'm learning a lot about my self about others and about God. I have much that I hope God will accomplish in my life during this time... changes in me and a new heart and vision...   Guess that sounds like a lot...  but not really.

   I never wanted to be focused on fighting breast cancer in my life... Getting the orphans in the world into homes is much more important to me... then fighting some dumb disease.  I had my own plans I guess Lord. I do not want to be defined by breast cancer.... it is only a side road in my life.  But I want to be who He wants me to be during this time that I am going through it.  And my life does not belong to me.  So here I am  walking this path of sickness but looking forward to the end of this sickness... and  learning more about How much He LOVES ME... and US ALL.


“My deepest awareness of myself is that I am deeply loved by Jesus Christ and I have done nothing to earn it or deserve it.” — Brennan Manning

May 31, 2012

JOY in the Middle of a Storm



I am excited to report to you that in the middle of my cancer storm there is JOY and total HAPPINESS as well... because....

We have a new grand baby!!!!


Our son, Stephen and his wife, Adrian have a baby girl!  Her name is Thaelynn KiSong and she was born May 27. She weighed in at  7 lbs. and 10 oz. and was 20 and a 1/4 inches long.  So very happy she is amazing and beautiful and we are all so very happy!!!  Yeah God!!!  I got to be there for the birth and see her the minute she came into the world!!!  ECSTATIC!!!

Yes, more pictures will follow...

Update on Me...

  I' ve had two surgeries to remove the tumor in my right breast and had 4 lymph nodes removed.
I am feeling pretty good just getting my strength back. Soon I have a visit with my doctor who will
advise me on what he feels is the best form of treatment for me...

  It has been a whirl wind for the last two months finding the lump and then jumping right in to
get it taken care of. God is with me and is caring for me... I have no doubt.  I appreciate your prayers for me for total healing and for my families peace in the middle of this storm.  Even while I know I am in His care and I know He loves me the enemy of my soul causes attacks to be thrown at me.

  Thank you for your support....

April 25, 2012

Got the Tee Shirt

Don't really want it ...but that is what has been dealt to me...
Please know that I appreciate prayers for me and my family... I wont be posting here again for awhile...
I trust He who holds my life in His care....





April 13, 2012

God's not Dead

    My life has been scary lately... I have been burdened by fears of what if''s and what shall I do's and what about tomorrow's and what can I do to make this happen like I need it to be...  Each day I have been numbed by fear of the destroyer... who seems to be be winning in over taking me and my life.

  Today I take it back... and place all the fear and the tomorrows that are not promised to me in the hands of my Savior.  The King of Peace and the King of Forever... the one who loves me like no one else...  I can't fight the enemy.  He will do it for me and He has already done it...

My Soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from Him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; He is my fortress, I will never be shaken. Psalm 62 1-2

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